Here is the evaluation of my firends, dont know true or not but worth of try anywhere...

ATTENTION!!!! DONT PUNCH, KICK, MOCK, TOSS ME IF I OFFENSE ANY ONE OF U OK!!! Deal!!!!!!!

 

Chi Ping- When i first met him, i couldnt say much. Wat a guy he was. He do anything he want, dont afraid to love or hate, dont care wat other ppl think of him. When he doing things that he really enjoy much, he is a very commanding person, do not wish anyone to interupt or disturb him, and concentrade 100% on the task. However, because of his special personality, he can easily get ememies, afraid by others, imagine him as an wild beast. Frankly speaking, sometimes i really dislike him, but most of the time i really admire him, because he had the will and freedom to do anything he want, which i dont  have inside me.

 

Jie Han- The first meeting with him give me an impression of my ownself. A guy who trying to be tough to hide his soft-hearted personality. He is a nice guy, a person who really appreciate friendships, and cao ps2 a lot. Altough he is a bit of viloence, as a result of playing to many god of war, but wat he really seek of is someone who really care about him, give him a bit of an advice when he is down or confuse, or just listening to all his complaint at sometimes. He can be a great friend, husband or father in the future, he wiling  to do everything, to protect his love one, shielding the person he care from danger or sadness.

 

Ken Yaw- This is the most normal guy in the world. He like to do thing without restriction., and a funnier guy than me, i laugh from almost all the joke he made. He actually can be a very successful person, but he lacking of passion in his work. This is because he does not have a ambition himselves. O and when he has nothing to do, he sleep all the time, especially during holidays, lazier than me =.=. If he know how use his time when he is yelling because of boredom, maybe he now become better than me.

 

Yik men- Wa this person, i dont know he really that happy or just faking. He never show a sad face in front of us. Even when he is under intense pressure, he still do things with joy and never complain to us. So wat to do? I really dont belive, so we play him everytime, he get angry sometimes, but it is really funny. But why i keep having a feeling that he trying to hide something from us, and hide it so perfectly, but without a doubt, i know he is really a great person, he never wan people surrounding him get sad.

 

Alfie- By the look of his face, i concluded that, he is a very honest,humble and of course! A nerd. But if u know him more deeply,  u will realize, wat a animal he is!!! But we dont get surprise , this is wat a guy in secondary should behave( only me is an alien). Together with nick, they r the mid valley boys(just nickname). But without a doubt, he is really a kind and responsible person. And has a fanclub among girl students and teachers.

 

Wai Yip- Although he is short, very very short, but he call himself lebron james. He always say how good he play basketball, but i know his standard is almost the same with me, or maybe worse than me. I always talk how bad his basketball is to improve his game, but in the end.....bang!!! Worse than before. He is the most stupid person among my friend. He likes a girl since he is form 2 and until now he still like her, but always run away from the person he likes. Hope he can become braver in the future.=.=

 

Typing while yawning.=.= 12am!! Happy NEw Year!!!!

 

 

 

     Trip, it is not the game thats matter, it is the time spend together. The trip cost over rm350, and i have to take out my happiness saving to pay for it. Woo, guess i have to work hard to claim it back in the future. I told everyone, i went to the trip to enjoy the precious moment which been together with my friend, i lied, the main reason, i know it myself, but i just could not admit it. I just dont want to be apart with her, see her smile, hope she can be together with the person she like for the last 4 days.

 

    The first day turn out just fine, enjoy being crazy playing with friends, yelling to each others. But, on the second day, something unexpected happen, suddenly many people come to ask me question, ask me it is true or not. I dont know what i going to answer, i do not wish to lie to them for the last time, but if i say yes then she will got 0 chance to get along with the person she like. So i kept silence, avoid being aske again. Since then, every minute have become a torture. i wanted to run away right away, but where i can go?  I know i need to stay here for at least an hour. After an hour, i left, luckily the room is open.

 

     Whole night, i cant sleep, i went out to the lobby. Ar great, all dark, just perfect for me. at least this is the place i can see the sky. Sitting on sofa, i think a lot of things. Why things have to turn out like this? This is all my fault, if at the beggining i didnt do so many stupid things, they wouldnt have realize it. I wanted to say soryy, but i know sorry i just not enough. It is something that cannot be turned around any longer, it is already too late. Looking at the sky, suddenly reminds me quote from honey and clover-" I finnally realize what the words means, a person who cannot even buy a tiny flower cannot possible save the person he love, I said i wanted to protect her, but the truth is just dont want be apart with her, i finding reasons to subsitube the real problem"

 

     Luckily that night i bought my phone with me. I listen to few of the songs, that help me to supress all my depression in my life, and prevent me from thinking anymore. I know wat i going to do, if becoming a friend will hurt her, i rather choose to dissapear. At least, she will be happier, in the future. I dont care what my friends told me, and i dont care what i going to lose. This is what i cause, and this is how it ends. I cannot afford to sacrifice others happiness any longer. Just like in honey and clover, my hands now is full of blood, blood of the person i once love before.

 

And..thanks guys, u all helped me to cover up all my emotions. I kept my promise, it is really an unforgettable trip. >.<