Looking back, i really waste a lot of time in form 5. because of uncertaincy and confusion. But now i finnaly found my answer, it is really simple yet pathetic. Honestly, i regret what i have done during those day, running here and there, sit on the floor thinking about something nonsense. And now i got a big exam to cope with, hope it is not too late for me to rebuild my momentum. During those time, it really changes me a lot, during the day after, i am isolated and do my best to find a person who can really understand me. THis is when my friend pop-out, they told me different story that i really enjoyed much. THis stories makes me wonder, i actually just like them, the plot of the life is almost the same, same uncertaincy and confusion, but they still keep being themselves, crazy what they crazy of, holding what they believe in. Because of that, i become their best friends, because we share the common bond- single forever!!! Everyday i listen to thier stories, some also told me about how good the person they admired of. However, i never told them mine. O well, sometimes la, but not really let them know too much, because underages should not know so much about it. Sry guys, psps, actually i say i want to see pretty girls and go kao lui are nonsense. Just to told u all single not good d, need to find a partner in the future, dont just become like me, only cause disaster to others. HAHA

 

I regret once during primary school, but not in secondary, i promise myself, and now i have done it(actually i regret of breaking cheng chun camera!!! SRy!!! remember to give me the bill i need to pay for it). I really hope that my friend will not be regret in thier secondary school life. Tell what u all want to say, do u all want to do. SOmetimes the result will not be exactly what we hope for, but life is all about steep steps, cry out loudly to release ur sadness, laugh out crazyly to release ur happiness.(actually i laugh when cry, when happy also laugh^^), make it no regret in future!!

 

After this, i will become myself again. For all the people i know, actually i not a humerous person nor a obedient person. I just afraid to lose u just all. Hope next time we meet, i can become the person u all know in form 5. ANd all the best for ur spm, i will be praying behalf or u all!!!